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Monday, January 16, 2006

TRY THIS: Write different statements intended towards 10 different people...

TRY THIS: Write different statements intended towards 10 different people that you would never say to their faces or something you wish you would have said...But never tell them it was about them... 1) I don't think I'll ever be able to fully forgive you for what you did. You fucking bitch, fully well knowing. Yet went ahead and did it. Oh well. In a way i'm better off, I don't have to deal with a lot of the bullshit, but I'm hell of a lot of jealous. But you know what? I still love you, even if I don't forgive you. I promise that that'll never get in the way of our friendship. 2) Honey, you must realize that things will get better eventually. You are an amazing person, but the way you talk about yourself fucking kills me, and I am truly afraid that you'll end up killing yourself. I dreamt about it, actually, and it was one of the scariest dreams I've ever had. I woke up crying. I don't know what I would do if I lost you, you've helped me so much in so many ways. Please don't do anything to yourself, I am truly afraid for you. Feel free to slap me first or something. I love you sooo much, and consider you one of the higher ranking peeps, for real. 3) I am jealous of you. I am jealous of how you hold yourself around people and draw them in like bees to the honey. and I'm jealous of all the changes you've made in your life, those which I wish I could make. But I don't have that kind of strenght, i'm a weak person compared to you. I don't hate you though, I'm glad we're so close because I'd go crazy without you. 4) I loved you. I seriously loved you at one point in my life. And I held on to that so hard, so much, that I let go of everything else in my life that mattered. But I realized that that's not healthy at all. And I let go of you. Or more like, I let go of the concept of you, the love that I had...and by doing that, I regained all those things that I had lost. Believe it or not, colors are brighter, flowers smell sweeter, music sounds more beautiful (except for those songs. But you don't know about those). And in a way, I still have you. But not the way I wanted you. But that's ok. I still have your friendship. And I'll always have the memories. 5) You may be the single person i've ever allowed to get the closest to me. I've divulged so much of myself to you, and I trust you so much. I hope that you share my feelings, but sometimes, I wonder if I hold you closer to me than you do to me. I sometimes feel like we've outgrown each other, but then I realize that we haven't, we will be friends forever. You, like number 2, are one of my highest rankin' peeps, I love you. 6) Stop making yourself the fucking victim. I'm sick of you turning every comment, every argument, every single word anyone utters into "OOH, LOOK AT ME, EVERYTHING'S ABOUT ME!". FUCK YOU! I understand the other shit you've been through, but you don't make the situation any better for yourself when you get into arguments with him and yell back stupid shit and bring back arguments from when you were my age. God damn woman, you have my pity. And though I do love you and will always take care of you, just shut the face sometime. 7) You're a backstabbing bitch who needs to go back to wherever the hell you came from. Since you arrived in our lives, you've done nothing but start useless drama and turn everybody against each other. And now, you've caused one of the peeps to leave, you make me want to leave, and everybody thinks you're an intimidating bitch, when in reality, you're just a bitch who wants everything her way or the highway. I fucking hate you so much, and I hope to never see you again. 8) You're an asshole. Period. I can't believe you pulled the shit you pulled. Did you bother to assist? To offer help? I knew I shouldn't have come back, but I never expected you to do this shit. You love nothing better than to have a group of people licking your ass. You love the praise, don't cha? That's all you're here for. Well, you know what? It's pathetic. You're a grown fucking man, get friends your own fucking age. I can't wait until i'm rid of you for the rest of my life. 9) You have supported me though a lot, and I really appreciate that. I wish you the best in life, since it'll be changing in a little while. Hope that everything works good. Kind of redundant thru a lot of these things, but I love you soo much. 10) I liked you. A lil' bit. But i'm over it now. So go have fun! Ok. So that was weird for me to do. lol.

2 Comments:

At 9:03 PM, Blogger St. Ephanie! said...

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At 9:05 PM, Blogger St. Ephanie! said...

copy and past that...also...
Canadian, Eh?

There were three explorers, hiking through what is now known as Canada.
"You know," said one of the explorers, "we should name this place we're hiking through."
"I know," said the second explorer. "We'll each pick a letter and then make a name out of that."
"Okay," said the third, "I'll go first. C, eh."
"N, eh."
"D, eh." And that's how they named Canada...

 

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