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UPDATE! (As requested) Life has been hell schedulingwise. Seriously. I've had meetings pop out at me out of nowhere, events that have gone both good and bad, and have been dealing with a ridiculous amount of stress right now from sources not needed. So, lets give the past few weeks a glance, shall we? Considering they've been a blur, imma start at around halloween. Or the day before. I had these bumps inside (key word there) my underarm that were causing unbearable pain. Seriously, i was walking like i had both arms broken or something. So I went to the hospital and got them removed. they turned out to be like, growths of water/blood/fatty stuff that needed to be drained. Ew, I know, TMI. Whatever. So i get them removed on sunday, then monday I go out w. steph and rach to go walk rach's dogs, and then to go just shopping. I go to try something out, lift my arms and see blood. so i'm like, going home! I go home and we end up rushing to the emergency room. Turns out my right arm got infected, so i had to get it drained (again) and recleaned andbandaged. SUCKED! so missed school for 2 days. Thursday had to work. Stayed home friday and cleaned, all of sat & sunday we had family over and it was SOOOOOOO much fun. I heart my cuzins. So sunday nite we go w.my cuzin joel to the kitkat lounge in boystown. I didn't get carded, so fun-ness ensued. yeah. Monday, school, tuesday school, wednesday school (till REALLY late, working on administrative forum questions for thursday, had patrick, allison and sloan come and visit and totally help me destress), then thursday had the forum, we invited all the admins and deans of triton to answer questions from the students and stuff, it went better than expected, except that a question that was supposed to be cut was not, and it got thrown back to our faces. So there went that one. A lot of stress, mostly caused not by duties but by people. Although I have one of the best support groups ever, all my bitches and my senators are helping me out sooooooo much. And i feel like shit cuz i don't get to see my bitches as much as I want to, we are all soooo busy, and for some reason, when one has free time, the other doesnt, etc. sucks. so we must do something. last night, work was fun, made bunch of new friend people, got to wear cowboy hats, can't complain. I'm confused a little on the whole likeness thing. It's weird. it's like...i don't think he's interested, but i can't ask, because i have no balls. yet i think he does, just due to like, things he says and stuff. but i'm not gonna read too much into anything. im letting things work and go with the flow. Umm...if anything, anyone else got any more suggestions or questions on how things are going? let me know. :D