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They're doing the weigh-in thing today with d. And I said, when it comes to those issues, I don't like it when other people get involved. And I said I don't trust him. And i don't. Because, the way I see it, it's his way of ridiculing people with the excuse of being nice and caring. I personally don't see it that way. I see it as a way of making fun of someone without getting caught. And I don't like it. I'm sorry, but that's just me. I guess it's also because I know how he works. I've known him for years, and as good natured as he is, he always has an underlying intention when doing whatever he's doing. An incentive. I find it malicious. I dunno why. I just do. It's not that i'm not trusting, i just watch my back. You know? I don't know how to explain it. I mean, how do you explain something like that.? And I look like an asshole to the rest of the chicks cuz I think what I think. That i'm weak or something. I don't need someone to say this to me. I don't. I mean, goddamn. I really don't think he should be getting involved. I don't like it. A person lives the way they want to live. And i'm not saying i'm not grateful or anything. But come on. What the fuck. I would say more, but i'm out of words.